Everything is so strange right now in my life.

Romance.Studies.Thoughts.Sadness and happiness at the same time.

Is it possible to over think something?I mean,when you think about it to much,and is it possible for that to happen?A lot of girls under estimate them selfs.I’m one of them.I’m not pretty.I’m not smart.I’m not adorable.I’m not one of those hot girls that all guys want.I don’t have long legs and wavy long hair.I don’t have big boobs.I don’t have a perfect smile or skin.I’m just an ordinary girl,who walked buy and didn’t notice.But somehow you did.And I’m so happy,I don’t want it to end.I’m feeling like I live in a fairytale.Starting with action on a back seat and ending with gentle touches while I’m laying next to you.I love you eyes,when you look at me with teddy bear look.I hope this won’t end soon.

I’m so fucked up with studies.I’m tired and moody.I can’t get enough sleep.I can’t sleep because I’m having these strange dreams.And I’m kind of terrified.Can they mean anything?Can they become reality?I hope not.

It’s raining outside.Lightning.Thunder.I’m sitting home and enjoying evening music.

Goodnight.